This is for everyone who’s ever felt broken, like an outsider, unnoticed, unwanted, lonely, not good enough, depressed, unworthy of living. I want to tell you something.  Don’t you dare lose hope. I’ve felt that way before too, and it gets better, I promise. I thought I would never stop feeling that way, like my whole life would feel as terrible as it did then. I wanted to just stop living, I feel like I had no purpose at all, I couldn’t find who I was in this world. It was the worst feeling ever, by far the worst year of my life. But now it’s over, it got better, and I’m am more than happy it did, because now I don’t feel like that and I can’t imagine feeling like that. I have friends, I like living and look forward to things. Sure, I still feel like crap once and a while, I feel left out, but that’s life. I don’t want you to ever feel so alone or unloved that you want to die. Fight, be stronger than it. Don’t listen to what other people say. Don’t pretend to be someone you’re not. Be yourself, find friends who will appreciate you for you. True friends. Who won’t judge you or put you down or leave you out. True friends stand up for you and are there for you and don’t care about how you look, they like you for you. Don’t hate yourself, don’t hate your family, don’t hate your friends, hate hate. The devil is hate himself, so hate the devil. You’ll make it, you’ll live to tell, you can beat the feelings. As long as you do not lose hope, and I promise you, it will get better.
-Evangeline, 5/11/16

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